Alrighty! Well this summer I went to ROTC Camp for a week and met some of the coolest people ever. But I'm really disappointed in my friend Jeanna. She went to camp too and at the begining everything was really fun and really awesome but then towards the end she started acting really... innapropriately. Okay, I'll start at the begining because it's kind of confusing. When we got there Jeanna and I were as close as ever. We listened to her I-pod before bed together and passed eachother notes about the hot guys that were at camp. We fell asleep in the same bed and all of our roommates were totally cool with it, or so they said. We decided since everyone was cool with it that her and I would just sleep in her bed so that we could talk and pass notes and what not while everyone else went to sleep. And by this time Michael has asked me out. (: And Tommy and Landon are now my friends. And Gladd, and Kyle, and pretty much most of the guys are really cool and all my friends. We had already gone repelling, orienteering, shooting, and a lot of other fun activities. (Drill is my favorite and I'm so happy that I'm taking it this year!) Anyways, First Seargant pulled me and Jeanna aside and told us that the girls in our room were feeling uncomfortable and thought that we were lesbians. Really?? If they had a problem with it they should have told us!! I was seriously so mad that I was crying, and that was really embarrassing but i cry when i'm mad. I need to come up with a new habbit because i hate crying. And to top it off Michael saw me crying. Jeanna was crying too. She said she felt betrayed, which I did too, but Hell I'm used to that feeling I wanted to go back and punch them all in the face for putting Jeanna and I through that. And of course you guys all know that yes, even though I have an intrest in women I was not into Jeanna. I have a very strict rule about girls that I let myself like and girls that I keep as friends. I do NOT hit on straight girls, ever! Nothing in the whole universe could get me to hit on a stragiht girl. I know what it's like to be hit on by someone you have absolutely no interest in, and it's uncomfortable and weird. I would never do that to someone else. That's why i make 100% sure that the girl is a lesbian/bi and then I make extra sure that they like me. Haha ask Jenny. (I miss her btw!) So Jeanna and I got that dealt with and First Seargant was cool about it, I mean really cool! And i'm way happy that he's going to be my first Seargant at school in ROTC!!! Unfortunately, our platoon leaders Seargant and Seargant (Sorry, I'm not putting any names in here) gave Jeanna and I weird looks and would barely talk to us... it was actually really stupid. Not to mention I haven't even been with a girl since Rozanna and right now I'm with a guy! (Take a guess! :D) Well we went back to our barracks and everyone was sitting around talking about whether or not we got in trouble and laughing. Jeanna and I soldiered through it and didn't really care what people were saying about us. Lol And then Landon informed us that we were formally known as "the lesbians", thankfully though I was also known as "Michael's girlfriend" haha. Oh jeeeez!!! I miss Michael, and Gladd, and Landon, and Tommy, and all those people!!! D: But yeah, the part about Jeanna that upset me. There is this guy who really likes her, and she was just walking all over him knowing full well that he liked her. She used him to get wahtever she wanted so that she could go and RUB HER HANDS DOWN SOME OTHER GUYS STOMACH! Not to mention that she'd called ME a slut everyday of the whole week. I'm not even a slut, she describes me as one because she's only ever had one boyfriend and I've had more than that. And then she would always complain about how ugly she was and how no guy would ever like her AS SHE THROWS HERSELF AT THEM! And then the guy she likes(a really awesome, adorable, amazing guy who is also my friend!) is just sitting there... only trying to make her happy. And you know what she says?? He'll learn to buck up, I told him to not give me everything.... Really?? I almost punched her on the spot for that, becasue that was the most ridiculous crap I've ever heard. She liked it when he waited on her hand and foot. I feel bad for him because she threw her and some other guy right in his face in the most rude, horriblr way ever. I told her what I thought and she got mad at me but hey I really don't care, she's not the one getting hurt in the situation, he is. And I'll help whoever needs it. But anyways... Jeanna and I are still friends and I told her I was going to stay out of it on her end. She can do whatever she wants and I'll be behind her 100%, but Riley can still talk to me no matter what and I'm going to be on his side. It's confusing, I know...
But in the end camp was really awesome and fun and I miss everyone who is in a different state then I am. ): Now I'm chilling at my Aunt and Uncle's house and am doing a police ride-along tonight! And my Grammy and Papa Harley will be here soon! :D I'll make another post about this week! Haha My wrists hurt from typing so much! Ahhh carpol tunnel!!! O: (:
