I didn't really do much of anything today! I went to school which was a pretty chill day! In my Advanced Geometry class we had a sub though...and he was crabby. He made Noah move because apparently he was a "distraction". He came back when we were done working though and we held hands the rest of the period. Yeah, I know what you are thinking... we are two crazy, rebellious kids!! haha (: I had Raider Team today after school and that was pretty awesome! (:
I'm pretty sure that I didn't tell you but I'm starting this new Whey Protein thing. I have to take a shake in the morning and before Raider Team, to help my muscles develop faster so I can be a beast sooner. Don't get me wrong, I find women with man muscles unattractive but I'm going for the nice, feminine yet built look. I'm already getting abs, before the shakes. I started those today. And by that I mean I was running late so I only get to make one before school. You would think that since the shake powder smells so good and chocolaty that it would be pretty yummy... it wasn't. It was the nastiest thing ever!!!
What's something that you've had that totally surprised you that it was horrible? (:
Monday, October 31, 2011
Question from Anon on Tumblr
Question:
hey again! hehe I was going through all your old posts on your blog and i noticed that you say you're 'in love' with a lot of people... did you really love them, what do you say about it now looking back? comparing it to the others, do you think you really love Noah? Sorry to be weird but will you answer on both here and your blog? I think you need more posts on there!
My Answer:
well alright...
I don't think i really loved them... not all of them anyways...oh man, who did I say I loved? Jenny, Donnie, and Noah right? Probably it. If there is anyone else than no i didn't and don't love them, i can't even remember who they are!
With Jenny, she was my first serious relationship with a girl and so I think that's why I thought I loved her. I don't really love her of course... there's a lot of complicated histry with Jenny and I and all that complication made me really lose interest in her. At one point I was in deep like with her, but that's it. I'm also not bi anymore... I realized that girls were too much drama and being gay was hurting my family too much.
Donnie.... that's a tough one. I don't really know how to answer that. I love him sure, but I don't know if i LOVE him. I care about him greatly but i don't honestly know if i love him. When it came down to it I refused to dump Noah for him, so no, i don't think I honestly love him.
Noah, I don't know yet honestly. Haha Give me a couple of months and ask me then (:
looking back i really regret all the things i did because I thought I loved them. but past is past and you have to move on.
In comparison Noah and I are a lot closer than Jenny and I and Donnie and I were... but like I said give me time (:
haha okay! I'll post this on there(: You're interest is appreciated. (:
hey again! hehe I was going through all your old posts on your blog and i noticed that you say you're 'in love' with a lot of people... did you really love them, what do you say about it now looking back? comparing it to the others, do you think you really love Noah? Sorry to be weird but will you answer on both here and your blog? I think you need more posts on there!
My Answer:
well alright...
I don't think i really loved them... not all of them anyways...oh man, who did I say I loved? Jenny, Donnie, and Noah right? Probably it. If there is anyone else than no i didn't and don't love them, i can't even remember who they are!
With Jenny, she was my first serious relationship with a girl and so I think that's why I thought I loved her. I don't really love her of course... there's a lot of complicated histry with Jenny and I and all that complication made me really lose interest in her. At one point I was in deep like with her, but that's it. I'm also not bi anymore... I realized that girls were too much drama and being gay was hurting my family too much.
Donnie.... that's a tough one. I don't really know how to answer that. I love him sure, but I don't know if i LOVE him. I care about him greatly but i don't honestly know if i love him. When it came down to it I refused to dump Noah for him, so no, i don't think I honestly love him.
Noah, I don't know yet honestly. Haha Give me a couple of months and ask me then (:
looking back i really regret all the things i did because I thought I loved them. but past is past and you have to move on.
In comparison Noah and I are a lot closer than Jenny and I and Donnie and I were... but like I said give me time (:
haha okay! I'll post this on there(: You're interest is appreciated. (:
Back on track
I got asked to talk about Noah, and that's pretty easy and fun so here I go :D
He's funny. I know that everyone says that about heir boyfriends but seriously he's hilarious! He's the center of attention when in a group, and of course my eyes are always on him, he's like the class clown except his jokes don't always make sense. And when they don't, if you bring it up to him he'll come up with some clever response stating why he's correct. I know, i know... no one said anything about him being right, they just said it didn't make sense... well that's Noah (: He always has to be right, even when it doesn't fit. :D
He's adorable, sexy, cute, handsome, everything. He can makes the cutest faces, and then he can make faces that melt me. I kid you not I normally have to beat girls off him with a stick, and the best part? He doesn't notice them (: His always are always looking into mine and he'll always walk away and come straight to me like he can't help it. It definitely makes me feel special! :D
When we hang out, which is all the time!, we can hold a conversation. He loves touching me however, sounded awkward! Sorry! But he's always touching me! Holding Hands. Hugging. Kissing. He likes to come up behind me and wrap me in his arms, succeeding in filling my stomach with butterflies! He kisses my forehead, and cheek, it's so sweet and you can see his love in his eyes. I hear 24/7 that we are a cute couple (: we totally are (: Haha I'm being optimistic, not rubbing it in anyone's faces!
I'm always smiling around him, or blushing. He's found out how I work so when he makes me blush I always hide so he can't see my face (I just put my face on his chest) and he pulls my chin up, kisses me on the nose, and smiles. When his arms are around me I feel warm and safe and happy and perfect :D
He tells me I'm beautiful and he has his ways of making me believe him (or at least not fight him) when he says I'm pretty and skinny, and the most beautiful girl he's ever seen. That's why I love him. Oh... woops, totally just dropped the 'L' bomb... but I think it's right... I love him (:
If you want to know anything else send me a comment (:
Are you in a relationship? How long has it been? Post a pic of you guys together!! And if not, what do you look for in a guy/girl?
He's funny. I know that everyone says that about heir boyfriends but seriously he's hilarious! He's the center of attention when in a group, and of course my eyes are always on him, he's like the class clown except his jokes don't always make sense. And when they don't, if you bring it up to him he'll come up with some clever response stating why he's correct. I know, i know... no one said anything about him being right, they just said it didn't make sense... well that's Noah (: He always has to be right, even when it doesn't fit. :D
He's adorable, sexy, cute, handsome, everything. He can makes the cutest faces, and then he can make faces that melt me. I kid you not I normally have to beat girls off him with a stick, and the best part? He doesn't notice them (: His always are always looking into mine and he'll always walk away and come straight to me like he can't help it. It definitely makes me feel special! :D
When we hang out, which is all the time!, we can hold a conversation. He loves touching me however, sounded awkward! Sorry! But he's always touching me! Holding Hands. Hugging. Kissing. He likes to come up behind me and wrap me in his arms, succeeding in filling my stomach with butterflies! He kisses my forehead, and cheek, it's so sweet and you can see his love in his eyes. I hear 24/7 that we are a cute couple (: we totally are (: Haha I'm being optimistic, not rubbing it in anyone's faces!
I'm always smiling around him, or blushing. He's found out how I work so when he makes me blush I always hide so he can't see my face (I just put my face on his chest) and he pulls my chin up, kisses me on the nose, and smiles. When his arms are around me I feel warm and safe and happy and perfect :D
He tells me I'm beautiful and he has his ways of making me believe him (or at least not fight him) when he says I'm pretty and skinny, and the most beautiful girl he's ever seen. That's why I love him. Oh... woops, totally just dropped the 'L' bomb... but I think it's right... I love him (:
If you want to know anything else send me a comment (:
Are you in a relationship? How long has it been? Post a pic of you guys together!! And if not, what do you look for in a guy/girl?
Prizes and Stuff!
Well it's now 1:37 am. I'm very tired but I can't get to sleep! I've tried everything! Tomorrow I have to go to school and it's also Halloween (: Happy Halloween everyone! What are you going to be?? Leave me a comment telling me (:
If I get enough followers I will start sending out free gifts for things like best costume or whatever I come up with. It'll be a weekly thing or maybe even a daily thing. (: So make sure to follow if you wanna win some cool stuff!
If I get enough followers I will start sending out free gifts for things like best costume or whatever I come up with. It'll be a weekly thing or maybe even a daily thing. (: So make sure to follow if you wanna win some cool stuff!
I have a fella (:
His name is Noah. And It's 1 in the morning and I'm tired but I'll tell you bout him later (: He's awesome we've been dating for over a month already (: that's how long it's been!!
I have a fella (:
His name is Noah. And It's 1 in the morning and I'm tired but I'll tell you bout him later (: He's awesome we've been dating for over a month already (: that's how long it's been!!
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