Question:
hey again! hehe I was going through all your old posts on your blog and i noticed that you say you're 'in love' with a lot of people... did you really love them, what do you say about it now looking back? comparing it to the others, do you think you really love Noah? Sorry to be weird but will you answer on both here and your blog? I think you need more posts on there!
My Answer:
well alright...
I don't think i really loved them... not all of them anyways...oh man, who did I say I loved? Jenny, Donnie, and Noah right? Probably it. If there is anyone else than no i didn't and don't love them, i can't even remember who they are!
With Jenny, she was my first serious relationship with a girl and so I think that's why I thought I loved her. I don't really love her of course... there's a lot of complicated histry with Jenny and I and all that complication made me really lose interest in her. At one point I was in deep like with her, but that's it. I'm also not bi anymore... I realized that girls were too much drama and being gay was hurting my family too much.
Donnie.... that's a tough one. I don't really know how to answer that. I love him sure, but I don't know if i LOVE him. I care about him greatly but i don't honestly know if i love him. When it came down to it I refused to dump Noah for him, so no, i don't think I honestly love him.
Noah, I don't know yet honestly. Haha Give me a couple of months and ask me then (:
looking back i really regret all the things i did because I thought I loved them. but past is past and you have to move on.
In comparison Noah and I are a lot closer than Jenny and I and Donnie and I were... but like I said give me time (:
haha okay! I'll post this on there(: You're interest is appreciated. (:
hey again! hehe I was going through all your old posts on your blog and i noticed that you say you're 'in love' with a lot of people... did you really love them, what do you say about it now looking back? comparing it to the others, do you think you really love Noah? Sorry to be weird but will you answer on both here and your blog? I think you need more posts on there!
My Answer:
well alright...
I don't think i really loved them... not all of them anyways...oh man, who did I say I loved? Jenny, Donnie, and Noah right? Probably it. If there is anyone else than no i didn't and don't love them, i can't even remember who they are!
With Jenny, she was my first serious relationship with a girl and so I think that's why I thought I loved her. I don't really love her of course... there's a lot of complicated histry with Jenny and I and all that complication made me really lose interest in her. At one point I was in deep like with her, but that's it. I'm also not bi anymore... I realized that girls were too much drama and being gay was hurting my family too much.
Donnie.... that's a tough one. I don't really know how to answer that. I love him sure, but I don't know if i LOVE him. I care about him greatly but i don't honestly know if i love him. When it came down to it I refused to dump Noah for him, so no, i don't think I honestly love him.
Noah, I don't know yet honestly. Haha Give me a couple of months and ask me then (:
looking back i really regret all the things i did because I thought I loved them. but past is past and you have to move on.
In comparison Noah and I are a lot closer than Jenny and I and Donnie and I were... but like I said give me time (:
haha okay! I'll post this on there(: You're interest is appreciated. (:
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