Ah... Oh guys...

Well... I can't really say what I want to say but let me just say in it's stead... AMAZING! WONDERFUL! TERRIFIC!! Ah... I wish I could explain but I can't. And just... mmmmm.... loving life right now haha <33

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I'm really bored. I don't know what to do. I guess I could go kill some zombies but... it doesn't sound appealing. I guess I could eat... That always sounds appealing. Killing someone in real life. That sounds wonderful. Shopping... also very appealing. Running!! HELL YES!!! But it's cold out ): So... no. Hmmph. I guess I could do indoor work-out. But it's more fun in the gym. Maybe my Dad will take me to the gym... hmmm!! I'm asking!

sad...
He's helping my brother with his book report. Grrr... I'm going to go... color... :( Haha bye!

Hey Guys!

Hey! Really sorry I haven't been on lately I have just been up to my neck in work!!! School is actually getting interesting now so that's really good! I'm placed in all advanced classes and they were really easy so thank God they are finally catching my attention. School is normally really boring for me unless I'm with Abby, Noah, or Jeanna. Or some of my other friends. I have ROTC tomorrow and get to see Joey so that's pretty exciting. And Noah and Kenzy's friendship is over from what I hear and am I a bad person because I'm happy about that? I just really don't like her. Pushing, shoving, flipping off, attempts at boyfriend stealing is just not okay! So good ridance! yuck anyways. She was seriously just.... bleck! Anyways :D Noah and I are doing thooper dooper good so that's pretty sweet :D And I went to church with Abby last Sunday and she's Mormon (I'm Christian) and it was very different. She spent the night Friday and I spent the night Saturday. This weekend Jeanna is spending the night Friday and I'm spending the night Saturday and going to church with her at a Christian church because she's graduating from her Sexual Purity class. So woot woot. Jeanna and Abby are my bestest friends. And Joey is.... well... Joey... is Joey. I'll explain him later. Because I don't really think I can talk about that right now, just not in the mood. He's an amazing guy and under any other circumstances I would totally date him but I'm with Noah... and it's Noah... so I can't... I don't know the way I feel about Noah is weird. And the way I feel about Joey is similar but not the same so I took that as a hint. (: And I can't see myself breaking up with Noah honestly. I don't know. Hurting people isn't my thing unless they have it coming. THen I'm cool with it. Oh yeah! Noah's brother totally doesn't like me... it's odd because I don't know him but oh well I guess. Haha Uhm... I taught some Latin at Boy Scouts today so that was pretty cool. And I don't know what else to write about so I guess i shall be gone! Bye~! :D

NOAH'S BACK!!

last night was football ball and Noah was there! and he wasn't depressed and we slow danced and kissed and he held me and OMG I love him <3 I'm so happy he's back to normal I was so worried about him. ):

Hey everyone

Sorry I haven't really posted this week. I've been... sort of depressed and really worried about Noah. HE'S been depressed and IDK It's just causing him to act weird around me. I hate it because we are growing farther and farther apart. I think that we are going to end up breaking up and I guess that's just going to have to be what happens because I'm not strong enough to handle this right now. It's... hurting me and he's just blowing me off like I mean nothing to him anymore. It hurts... and I can't imagine not being with him but... I deserve better... right? Maybe i don't, I honestly don't know right now. My mind is everywhere at once and my heart is hurting like I've been stabbed a hundred times. I don't want to deal with this. I want to sweep it under my bed and forget it even happened (is happening). But I can't do that, I have to be strong and face this. If he needs me, I'm here for him, always. If he doesn't want me anymore than I'll leave. God give me strength.

UPDATE TO ABOUT ME PAGE

Hey guys! I'm Kenzi, 15, brown hair, brown eyes, always smiling. I'm about 5' 7 1/2" tall and pretty muscular... in my mind. Haha I enjoy tons of sports, mostly the kind you don't have to suffer through in a PE class. For example: Snowboarding, dirt biking, shooting, golfing, rock climbing, fishing, and stuff like that. I'm not preppy... not goth or emo... not butch... not nice but not mean... I'm just me. I don't really fit into a group because I'm just a tad bit of everything all mixed into one teenage body. I, like every other human alive, have my up days and my down days. When I have a down day, I go to my boyfriend Noah or my best friend Abby, and they make me smile. Noah makes me smile 24/7, he gives me butterflies every chance he gets. He lets me be me which is probably good for him because he isn't very normal either. His nickname is 'Jesus' which only made is vast ego larger. Haha He's protective but not over-bearing. He's sweet but still manly. He's like the perfect balance. If he thinks I'm having a bad day or am in a bad mood he likes to make the most adorable faces ever to make me smile and laugh. We've been dating for about a month and a half. People say we are a cute couple and seem like we've been dating for a lot longer. They say we have an amazing connection that's obvious to everyone. I don't deny it (:

I'll post some pics of my facial region later, right now I'm going to go get some food and check out the mystery package that arrived in the mail today... duh duh.... duh duh... (: Haha later <3

If you look to the right... there's something that says About Me. Click on it! I posted pictures and an update!

November 14, 2011 UPDATE

Hey everyone. It's about 10 pm and I'm supposed to be catching some Z's right now but I can't sleep. Not even close. I even tried a glass of warm milk, and I laid here counted little imaginary sheep jumping over a proverbial fence... yeah, I'm lying I didn't do any of that. My parents told me to go to bed so I turned on my computer. Checked my Tumblr and reblogged some funny things. Then I decided to blog some. So viola! Here I am, ready to make your night wonderful :D Except, I don't think anyone really reads my About Me page... lol :D Oh well. It'll be an "About Me, For Me!" page. How does that sound? (: Good, huh? 

I said I would post pics of my facial region and I won't be made out to be a liar so we go.

So I got to drive today because I GOT MY PERMIT! :D

Woo hoo! I got my permit today, after waiting in line at the DMV for  3HOURS! I took the test and passed, I only missed one question :D Go me! My Dad didn't let me drive home, and thank God he didn't! My mom let me drive her to the store which is really close to our house and you can pretty much avoid any heavy traffic. I almost backed into our neighbors car just getting out of the driveway... And I'm not very smooth with the brakes... Lol I really need to practice! And my mom and dad seem really dedicated to helping me learn so I'll probably be doing a lot of driving soon! :D Yay! I can't wait to actually be god at it!  (:

What is love really about...

Does anyone really even know what love is? No, I don't think so. I think that people can show examples of love, but Love is it's own thing. It's this big... thing that no one will ever fully understand. It's an emotion you will only be able to feel, only be able to tell your reactions to, but never actually define. My examples of loving someone are when you can't go through a whole hour without them popping into your mind. You can't buy clothes without thinking 'Hmm... I wonder what they'll think when they see me in this...' or when they smile and you just have to smile back. Love isn't all the fairy-tale people make it out to be. It's just something that happens, something that you deal with, and something that will never go away. Yes, you can get butterflies, yes there will always be a physical attraction, yes they will make you laugh, but when you meet them you aren't going to go float to cloud 9 and rest there in your perfectly happy ever after. Nothing works that way but movies and stories. Books and scripts that are manipulated into ending where everyone is happy in the end and all the problems are better are all these horribly false tales. It's like when a girl stuffs her bra... FALSE ADVERTISEMENT!! It looks nice and good and just wonderful on the outside and then you dive in and... hold up... what the hell is this?!?! I'm in a relationship and we got in a fight and I expected everything to just fall together like on movies... but.. nothing is getting better. That's because you didn't put in enough effort. A relationship is like a job and no, just because you're in love it doesn't get magically better, if anything it gets worse! You are both scared of losing the other, afraid of having to go without what you need so bad and the pressure builds and builds and it'll finally explode. Just don't give up! Love is worth fighting for if it's true, and you'll find yourself fighting for it, but nothing is going to work if you don't put forth your best effort! I'm sorry but, no one will ever have a happily ever after....

OMG GUYS!!!!

MY DADDY AND MOMMY BOUGHT ME A NEW CAR!!! I"M ONLY 15 AND GET MY LEARNER'S PERMIT TOMORROW BUT THEY BOUGHT ME A BRAND NEW CAR!!! OMG! I'M SO SPOILED!!!  It's a Toyota Corolla 2011. It's black and shiny and OMG!!!!  I GOT TO GO OUT AND DRIVE IT TODAY AND IT'S SOOOO SMOOOTH AND EASY TO DRIVE <333

Today

OMG Today wasn't all the great, my friend Abby is going to spend the night tonight, though so woo hoo (: Hope it'll be fun, but I don't know if anything will get better right now :/

Russia

So I was looking at my stats thing and then I realized that I could see where people were looking at my blog from and i realized that I have a lot of views from Russia. Thank you guys very much (:

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Look at how strong I am guys! :D

Pictures anyone?

This is my friend and I in our Child Development Class. Her name is Megan and she's awesome! She's also like 6 foot tall and maybe even more! :D I love her to death <3 Don't laugh at our faces cuz you know we are adorable!! :D

 Something was wrong with my photo booth so it took out some of my face O:

 That is actually Megan and Jeanna, not me (:

 Bad hair day D:

 I'm an alien!

 Megan is an alien! O:

 Our teacher was talking about sperm fertilizing the egg and how the uterus and vagina got bigger to allow the baby to get out.... She had pictures...

How does it get that big?!

I hate this class ):

 More pictures... of vaginas...

 Vagina being stretched so that the baby's head can get out...

 Jesus! Enough with the pictures of some stranger's vagina!!! OMG!!! At least it wasn't the teachers!!!

Her vagina was bigger that THIS!!

 Vagina....

 Sperm fertilizing eggs... I swear off men...  lol jk Noah!!!

 Pictures.... vaginas... too large...

 put on my glasses so I can see the vagina better!

 Mustache! And guns... we are armed and dangerous!

 Bam! Bam! bam!

 I got her!

 I'm really an angel.... hehe

We were manipulating the powers of photo booth (: enjoY!