Jenny

Okay, well, I don't know where to start. I love Jenny, I really really do. And I am 99.9% sure that I'm IN love with her. Her and I have made it through so much together, through break-ups, make-ups, drama at school, drama at home, we lean on each other. We helped each other when the other was hurt, we.. just, we are good together. Like Peanut Butter and Jelly. (:  Yummy Yummy. (: Haha I will always be here to support her, and help her, and love her, no matter what hard times we go through. We both have grown up with each other and watched the other get stronger and smarter through all that life has thrown at us. I don't know what happened to her last night, but we got in the biggest fight we have ever been in and I cried for about four hours straight. I woke-up this morning, felt like shit, didn't put any make-up on, threw on whatever was on my dresser and left my hair down. I was in no mood to look good and all day i fought tears. I cried in half of my classes and i felt like I was dying. This sounds really dramatic I know but I really felt that if a car just came up and ran me over, i wouldn't be upset about it. When Rozanna and I broke up, i didn't cry once. I just honestly didn't care, her and I work better as friends anyways so it was for the best. When Jenny and i broke-up a long time ago i cried for about half an hour. But that was when we barely knew each other and we barely even cared. Now, I know her, i know pretty much everything about her, i adore her, i can't wait to talk to her and I can't help but get butterflies every single time she touches me or talks to me. I wish I could hug her all the time and kiss her. haha (: I love kissing her. <3 But anyways, I want to make everything better and i don't want her to be mad at me. I'm tired of this fight even though it hasn't even been a full day. We need to get better or I don't know I'll do. Most likely be really sad, but i know that we'll pull ourselves through this, we always do. (: <3


Love is Love <3