OKay, the only reason I stole this off Tumblr and used it here is because I have a story relating to it. Everyone knows that I'm dating Noah... everyone doesn't know, however, how darned attractive the kid is. Wonderful for me, yet horrible for me! I totally get to stake claim to such a beautiful man yet, I have to deal with all the little girls that wish he was theirs. Then again... I get to brag that he's mine. (: But anyways my story is that when he didn't live in our town he was best friends with this girl named Kenzie (Same name, weird I know!) and when he moved here with his family.. her family moved here too. I don't really know how that happened. But they are still really close, and she has a major crush on him (I don't blame her, not for having a crush on him anyways) and I've walked into two different situations where they are really really close... it's weird but whatever, I let it go because I'm not really the kind of girl that believes in causing big deals over stuff like that. Just like any other girl I don't really know I don't talk to her much, it has nothing to do with her and Noah, however she complained to Noah about how I'm uncivil to her or something like that so he talked to me about it and totally blamed me for the whole thing. Um... sorry but EXCUSE ME!? No, no, no, you don't stand there and tell me to be more civil to a little girl who i don't know and have only met when Noah is scattering around after me walking in on them together! (not together together, but just close together...) and then she wrote on his hand 'I love you... But i hate...." Not too hard to connect the dots on that one. And when I bring up that she doesn't like me, and doesn't treat me any better he SHRUGS AND TURNS AWAY! I'm not jealous, I mean I got the guy. But it's getting to the point where I really want to ask 'her or me' and she what his decision is. It's almost been two months... and that's starting to become a very important question.
I hate asking questions like that, i hate making people choose between me or someone else, normally i just say have them. But... it's Noah... and I don't want to let him have her, I want him to choose me. And he has honestly, over and over, and God I love him for that, but I guess I have my insecurities in the small things that happen.
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